My mom would be along with all my sporting events.
Let’s say it was playing football ok.
My mother would be on the sidelines
and the play on the field starts going one way
My mother would run around
“Mike! Get him! Get him!”
I’d be like “Oh My Gosh!”
I get a hug with the other guy and go,
Mike, is that your mother?
No, I never saw her before my life.
The greatest gift my mother ever gave me:
She believed in me
I overdosed on drugs on three occasions,
while I should have been dead.
But I believed I was captured for a reason.
You show me your friends.
I will show you your future.
How do I know this?
I hang out with losers,
and I became the biggest losers of them all.
Because I gave up everything.
I was tramped by this little boy.
Because of who I chose
screwed myself with them
My friends drive me home at two or three four in the morning.
我们烂醉 高嗨 还会在车里大笑
We’d be drunk and high, laughing in the car.
We popped from the house “Mark, Mark～
The light’s on.”
I go, “oh man, my mother’s up!”
See, my mom won’t go to bed until she knew her son was still alive
I walked in and she said, hi mark~
How was your night?
It was good, Mom. counldn’t be better than this.
Can I, can I talk to you for a few minute?
妈 我真的很累 我只想回床上休息
I go, mom ,I am tired,I was gonna to bed …
Mark, I haven’t seen you all day and all night
Can I please talk to you?
什么鬼啊 离我远点儿 你好烦啊
I said “Man, just leave me alone,you bug me!”
I slammed my bedroom door.
I am the one person who believe in me.
I was on a world-wide tour when we arest overseas in Japan
After my restmate stepped into my hotel room,I fell asleep
There was a knock at my door three o’clock in the morning
I got on the bed and looked through the safety window I could see
It was Japanese promoter.
So open the door listen
Mark, you need to call home.
There’s been an emergency
我赶紧拿起酒店电话 打给家里问 嗨
I went and got a hotel room phone and call when back tonight at six,said
Hey what’s going on
He said, Mark I don’t know how to tell you this
I said “Just tell me what happened?”
然后他就开始哭着说 马克 我真的说不出口
He soon started to cry and then go, Mark I can’t tell you
Just say it!
He said, Mark
Your mother died
I just set the phone down.
I ran out of my hotel room.
took the elevator to the lobby when the doors open up
I just ran out to the street
I mean there was no cars and there was no people three o’clock in the morning
and I walked on the middle of the street
in Hiroshima of Japan
I remember I’m looking up and just saying
I am so sorry!
I threw home for a funeral.
I was so nervous to walk up to casket
So I just stood away in the back.
And I kept looking from a distance
and keep thinking it myself.
Please wake up
Please get up
And then I finally got the nerve to walk up to her
And as I got closer
I see my mom for the first time. I mean
She was so beautiful~
She was dressing white I mean
She looked like an angle~
and I just stand over and said,
You are my hero!
Everything I am, everything I hope to be was because of you
You love me so much , you give me a life.
You are the only one that ever believed in me.
How to repaid her?
我以前都干了什么 酗酒 嗑药 像傻瓜一样到处鬼混
By getting drunk, by getting high, by getting stupid, by hanging out with losers for what ?
All she ever wanted me to do
was to talk to me
I wish I could talk to you now mom.
I wish I could see what I’m doing.
Why couldn’t I have been a better son
We are defined by our choices.
If you surround yourself with people involved in drugs and alcohol and pills
It’s a dead end
I am not here to preach to you
I am here to tell you I lived that life
At least the broken hearts and broken relationship,
broken dreams and death
To get high?
If you have a mother or father
When you go home
Tell Mom that you love them
See my whole life was about
being rich and famous
and be a millionaire.
I had win a race
不惜以你的家庭 爱情 朋友为代价
I had win the races in expense for
my marriage my family my friends
To be all alone in the world?
And learn what is truly important
how precious this gift the life is
and our families!
Now quickly they can be taken away.
See I no longer live in time
I live in moments
It is not what in your pockets that matters.
It’s what’s in your heart that truly matters
Love ,love is just the world!
Until somebody comes along
and gives it meaning.
You are the meaning!
亲爱的妈妈我终于明白 千言万语道不尽想念 爱你的 马克
I finally get it MomI miss you so much
Happy mother’s Day!!